Monday, May 3, 2010

And The Results Are In...

Today I saw my breast surgeon Dr. Rosenbaum Smith, and found out my test results.

The spot on my liver is clear, and the tumors in my breast are about half the size they were in January.  The largest was 6cm x 4cm when I was diagnosed, and it's now 3cm x 2cm.

WAHOO!  This is obviously really, really great news, and it means the chemo did it's job.  Of course, it is what I expected, since Dr. Sara had said he didn't anticipate any surprises, but it is still exciting to know for sure!

This means that I am most likely ready for surgery, and in fact, my surgery has been scheduled for May 20th.  Unbeknownst to me, Dr. Rosenbaum Smith had already set aside the OR time when she learned my last chemo was scheduled for April 14th, since it's easier to have it scheduled and cancel or postpone if need be, rather than try to get it scheduled last minute.

So, unless Dr. Sara (who is currently traveling) sees my test results and decides for some reason that he wants to give me more chemo before surgery (not likely), this means that I am DONE with chemo!  I will see Dr. Sara on Friday morning for a Herceptin treatment and will know for sure then.

I also have an appointment on Friday with Dr. Attiyeh, my liver surgeon.  I should find out then whether this will be one surgery, or two.  If it will be an open surgery, most likely it will not be done at the same time, but if it can be done laproscopically, it may be able to be done all in one.  Dr. Rosenbaum Smith said she has a feeling it will wind up being better to do two surgeries (breast first), but I will know more on Friday.

I've also gone ahead and made an appointment with Dr. Samson, my plastic surgeon, for next Tuesday.  This is when he'll go over the surgery again and discuss the pros and cons of silicone vs. saline, the next decision I will have to make.

Speaking of decisions, over the last several weeks, I have come to the decision that I am going to have a single mastectomy.  It is just the right decision for me.  While I think that all of the reasons some women elect a bilateral mastectomy are valid, I just do not feel strongly enough about them to choose that for myself. 

I decided that I'd like to keep it natural on the left side.  Two things that played into my thinking were the fact that I will lose feeling for at least a year, and maybe forever, in my right side, and I decided that I'd rather not lose feeling on the left side if I don't have to.  Also, if I ever want to be able to breastfeed in my life, I still have the option if I leave the left side natural - a very big IF to be sure, since it's possible I won't even be able to have kids after my chemo regimen, but having a new baby in the family made me think a little more about this, and I'd like to keep that option there.

Dr. Rosenbaum Smith said the surgery will take about 4-5 hours all together (assuming it is just the mastectomy and reconstruction).  During the surgery she will also take my lymph nodes.  There are three "levels" of lymph nodes, and my case calls for the removal of all level 1 and level 2 lymph nodes.  I will likely only have to stay in the hospital for one night, maybe two.  As for the recovery, everyone is different, but most likely it will be two to three weeks before I will be able to go back to work.

Of course, I'm very pleased with this news but also a little overwhelmed that surgery will most likely be only a little more than two weeks from now!  I know I've had months to prepare, and I think I'm ready (well, I have to be since I don't really have a choice), but it still feels very soon!  At least I have the next two weeks to get the rest of my mind around it.

In other news, this past weekend was the Revlon Run/Walk for Women.  We had a GREAT day, with beautiful warm, sunny weather!  Although the day turned out feeling more like August than April, the walk was early enough that it wasn't too hot.  I got there a little early so I'd have time to fill out the signs and have them pinned to my back.  I had to visit the "Survivors Tent" for the first time, but certainly not the last, for the first one.  Check it out:

Here's a picture of our team:

And here is me at the finish line:

It was a great day for a good cause!


  1. Emily, that is awesome news! :-)

  2. Since it looks like chemo is complete, Claire is challenging you to a race to see who can grow their hair the fastest! (Don't tell her, but I think you're going to win)

  3. Emily - That is such great news and I am really happy for you. I will be thinking of you on the 20th.

  4. Emily--you are an amazing woman!! Such good news about your test results! Stay positive!

  5. Emily! We're so happy to hear this news!

    You are so strong and we are just in awe!

    Mari, Terry & Maggie

  6. I am so happy to hear the good news!!